ended like summer

i’m getting used to it.

ganun talaga pag hinde tanggap…wala kang magagawa kung di hintayin mo nalang sumuko o magsawa sayo. 

crappy crap!!


denial????

As I woke up this morning

I can’t remember.

 

I felt something’s missing

Not a damn clue.

 

Keep thinking for nothing

Searching for something…”Blank”

 

Is this a new beginning??

 

To satisfied my day

I allow to encounter so many things

To fill it up to my brand new day,

I’ve Meet different people, gain my confidence

Back into this writing and play any games.

To keep my self busy and to feel nothing…

 

And then things get so usual

Hopping for another day unnatural…

Boredom??

 

Feeling so lonely with others,

In familiar and remarkable places I’ve passing through

Delicious food and even in my comfort zone

I reminiscing, I’m unstable

 

Now I know what it is

Bits of you finally appeared

You are my link

A every dot connected to it

I even accidentally mentioned your name when I was asleep

I knew unconsciously

 

 “Still”



“UP” there I see shinning light

“UP” there you become so bright

“UP” there not too far to reach

“UP” there just one bus one steel jeep

“UP” there where my heart belongs

“UP” there the only one I know

“UP” there to where my feet leads

“UP” there nights will be so sweet

Coz’ your there!


sick! :’D

sick! :’D



out smart! :))



rotating circles


”all you… loving you”

to me you are
“MY”

one and only

true and without any

fixed and stable

sure not maybe

a mystery not creepy

like flower with a vee

good and simply

a piece of art

don’t wanna be apart

happy to be with

sad with it

my baby
my sweetie

that’s what i like about it!
:’p


be mine! be mine! not to be gone…!
to have to love and beyond…!



“a new moon in quezon”

MISSING YOU EVERY NIGHT

I WISH I CAN HOLD YOU TONIGHT.

LIKE ONCE IN MY LIFE

YOU’LL EMBRACE ME TIGHT.

LONGING FOR YOUR LOVE

IT KEEPS ME UP ABOVE.

LIKE THE STAR IN THE SKY

MY MOON WILL SURELY SMILE.. ☺



SPLINTER

too small to cause it too much pain..


RAn DOm ThO UhTS …

*If this is your first time, why you want to make it last?? If you want to move forward, then why are you here last?? If you want to make it better, stop playing games to consider. Move forward, enjoy, live, love. Soon it might come, things will better.


rANdOm ThOugHts…

* Your awake at night, you asleep at day. And summer is fun even without a sun. The love still in remains even he’s not there. Missing him will always at your side. And the memories of him will be at yesterday’s feelings. I know you still wanted him, want to be with him, and want to feel him, you wanted to turn back the time, but you couldn’t in time. But soon it might come that you’ll be together again for better or worst, things will be the same again.


rAnDom tHouGHts …..

  * You know your worth, but you been taking for granted, by the one’s you wanted, because you are gifted and independent. Its not that you are lame, wake up girl! He just wanted you for your fortune and fame… Don’t you lose hope, don’t lose faith, time will come, and you’ll find your soul mate. For you he will do the same, and for the both of you will be worth it.. and he will know its not just a game.



To you i see the different feeling, to make this poem i got a feeling.

Every time i close my eyes i remember your smile.

oh’ i can’t deny , when i see your smile.

The pressure is rising every time your near.

My heart keeps pumping, when i hold you dear.

Can’t control it must cool down.

For now i can feel, i might break it down!


hohoho

hate in me??

  • I act as if i don’t feel no emotion
  • I don’t contradict
  • betrayal is a must
  • your pushing me down
  • friends or foes are the same
  • friendship turns into courtship
  • you don’t know me
  • I know you
  • I want action you give me words
  • I’m getting high you giving me low
  • leaving me no choice
  • they giving me a “NO”
  • I keep losing without any meaning
  • love to hate me

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